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Howard Donald has opened up about becoming a dad again in his 50s in an incredibly honest interview about fatherhood.
The Take That singer, who has four children, has spoken candidly about his regrets as a dad and the guilt he carries around with him for not being in their lives.
The 52-year-old opened up on Dave Berry’s Dadpod podcast about all things parenthood.
He recently became a dad for the third and fourth time in his 50s, with his wife illustrator Katie Halil.
Howard has opened up about becoming a dad again in his 50s in an incredibly honest interview about fatherhood
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The pair met on the set of the Christmas Marks & Spencer advert in 2008, and began dating two years later before marrying in 2015.
The couple now share two sons, Bowie, who was born in January 2016, and Dougie Bear, who was born in February 2017.
But Howard has found parenting the boys very difficult, and has even advised other men in his position not to do what he has in becoming a dad again later in life.
“I think, at 52, which is what I am, I've really struggled in the 50s being a father,” the star opened up.
Howard with three of his children as they went for a picnic in Kensington Gardens in 2017
“I’ve actually really taken it physically and mentally, draining for me…I would advise to fathers who maybe already have children that may be in their teenage years, don't do it.
“In [your] 50s don't do it. That's my personal experience. I'm sure there's people out there in their 50's that have found it a doddle, maybe they've got, you know, babysitters and nannies and stuff like that, maybe not, maybe they're really struggling as well, but, I've really struggled with it and I would never advise anyone in their 50's to have young children.”
The dad also has two daughters from two separate previous relationships, Grace, born in June 1998, and Lola, born in February 2005.
He recently became a dad for the third and fourth time in his 50s, with his wife illustrator Katie Halil
He spoke to the Absolute Radio host about the guilt he feels as a father over his previous failed relationships and not being in his daughters’ lives.
“I hold a lot of guilt,” he admitted. “I hold a hell of a lot of guilt for leaving my ex-partners and leaving my child for them to look after.”
“Obviously though, I've not been one of these fathers that's said, ‘Right, I've got a new partner, I don't want anything to do with this now. I don't want anything to do with that child.’
The pair met on the set of the Christmas Marks & Spencer advert in 2008, and began dating two years later before marrying in 2015
“I’ve always been there, I've always felt so guilty about it, I've always been there for them.
“I’ve been there, especially my daughter, because my second partner lived in Germany, I used to go back and forwards to see Lola every two weeks and stay there for three nights and, in the beginning when I didn't have an apartment, I was staying in a hotel for three nights and had to take my daughter to the hotel to stay there with her.”
His youngest daughter Lola, now 15, has just moved in with him in his family home he shares with Katie, Bowie and Dougie Bear.
“My 15-year-old has just decided to come and live in England and now she lives with me. We've put her in a school, and it all happened very quickly… I'm learning again because I've never brought her up underneath the same roof.
The dad has two daughters from two separate previous relationships, Grace, born in June 1998, and Lola, born in February 2005
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“So, all of a sudden, she comes here at 15, which is the worst age ever, apparently, so I'm told.
“So that's another thing that throws something else into the works as well as a four-year-old and three-year-old.”
The teen has come to the UK to do her GCSEs and “start again”.
“She really wanted to be with her family,” he explained.
“You know, she wanted to be together where her brothers are here and her, her other sister's here who's in London and I think it's really good for her.”
‘Dave Berry’s Dadpod’ is available to download every Thursday from Apple Podcasts, Spotify, the Absolute Radio app, absoluteradio.co.uk, and all mainstream podcast providers.